Well....

It's been nearly a year since I posted on here. I apologize, really I do...it sucks that my first one up will be a depressing, nosensical one.

Basically, alot has changed, especially over the past few months.

I'm in so much denial right now.

I'm lying to myself and everyone around me, so much so that I'm beginning to believe my own lies.

There's so much I miss.

Sorry again, hopefully the next few ones will be better.

I'll listen for the whisper
Of your sweet insanity
While I formulate denials
Of your effect on me
~Addy