Let's hear it for not updating!

Let's hear it for doing awesome in school!

Let's hear it for having an actual good job!

Let's hear it for still fucking things up with your boyfriend no matter how good things are going!

Let's hear it for song lyrics because I'm too upset to make anything up on my own!

so impressed with all you do
tried so hard to be like you
flew too high and burnt the wing
lost my faith in everything

lick around divine debris
taste the wealth of hate in me
shedding skin succumb defeat
this machine is obsolete

made the choice to go away
drink the fountain of decay
tear a hole exquisite red
fuck the rest and stab it dead

broken bruised forgotten sore
too fucked up to care anymore
poisoned to my rotten core
too fucked up to care anymore

in the back off the side far away is a place where I hide where I stay
tried to say
tried to ask I needed to
all alone by myself where were you?
how could I ever think it's funny how everything that swore it wouldn't change
is different now
just like you would always say we'll make it through
then my head fell apart
and where were you?
how could I ever think it's funny how everything you swore would never change
is different now
like you said
you and me make it through
didn't quite
fell apart
where the fuck were you?
- posted by Eddie @ 8:46 PM