The world is full of assholes.

I can't even stress how FUCKING PISSED OFF I am right now. I think the only comparison would be to Chad, because his rage is the exact reason I'm so fucking angry.

I guess it goes like this. Someone makes Chad angry, Chad gets really really upset and flies off the handle, so he calls me and tells me about it. Basically the whole conversation is me begging Chad to calm down and not put his fist through the wall. I'm terrified, seeing as how the person I love is so angry that they want to hurt themselves in any way they can. He's in tears, saying that everything is wrong, and I'm pleading with him to trust me that everything is going to be ok.

I'm in a completely fucking different city, what the hell am I supposed to do in this siuation?

I have no idea what to do right now. I am SO scared of how Chad is going to handle himself at work. I don't want him to hurt himself, get fired, hurt anyone else....FUCK.

All I want to do is email this person and tell them to FUCK THE HELL OFF and leave Chad alone, but I'm worried that if I do that, Chad's going to get even more heat for "having his girlfriend stick up for him"....bullshit. Chad doesn't need this, and he sure as hell doesn't deserve this. I can't believe people can be so fucking greedy and materialistic that they're willing to exploit their friends to earn some cash.

Oh yeah, this whole dispute is about money...obviously. Can't people just fucking move on from financial situations like this!? JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!

I just want to jump on the next bus to Kitchener and find Chad at work, hug him as tight as I can and tell him that everything really is going to be ok. I know things will work out, I just wish he would believe me.

FUCK.

I won't let you fall apart.
~Addy
- posted by Eddie @ 4:30 PM