I hate this. I hate myself. I hate crying. I hate hypervhentilating. I hate this situation. I hate the distance between Kitchener and Guelph. I hate how I don't know when to shut up. I hate being too scared to call someone. I hate how my eyes burn when I cry. I hate how I get headaches when I cry. I hate not knowing exactly how he feels. I hate being paranoid. I hate the feeling that you're going to lose someone. I hate knowing I'm wrong. I hate being like his exes. I hate this.

I hate not knowing what else to be, besides sorry.

~EddiE
- posted by Eddie @ 9:41 PM