So what's new....

Nothing, that's what. Well, I played hockey today, we tied, and I ruined my arm. Not very exciting, but at least it's something.

Umm, let's see. Chad got more added to his tattoos yesterday. I havn't seen it yet, but I'm sure it looks fucking hot as always. I'm so jelous of his tattoos. But on the good side, for xmas, my mom decided that my present will be her allowing me to get my tattoo. I have so many designs drawn up and decided on, there's so much I want, because I need to go big or go home. Chad is being my voice of reason and telling me which ones to get, and which to wait on. What a sweet boy.

Speaking of Chad, I've been a little down because our time together has been drastically cut back. He's working 7 days a week, plus he has a whole ton of stuff on his plate with wrestling, so he just has other priorities.

I think I need to talk about this a little....

A few people have asked me if it's hard to keep a relationship going when you see each other the little amount that me and Chad do. I usually just reply..."no". See, Chad has a life, I'm not his life. I don't want to be his life. I want to be part of his life, but I want him to put other things before me. I want him to put his work, music, friends and wrestling before me. I am only one person, I do not hold the importance of dreams and friendships that have been worked on for years and years. I love the fact that Chad actually does things with his time instead of sitting around doing NOTHING like some of my past boyfriends. While I may not see him as often as I'd like, I see him enough, and he always calls me to tell me he loves me. I'm prefectly fine with how things are, plus winter break is coming up, and you can bet there will be a few days out of town for Addy.

So yeah, I love Chad. No time apart or distance will change that. Go fuck yourselves. I'm feeling angry suddenly.

I'm hungry, and feel like knitting and being a myspace whore. Later kids.

Much Like Suffocating.
~Addy
- posted by Eddie @ 9:04 PM