I am in a very strange mood tonight....

Well, as you all know, I saw Nine Inch Nails last night. I was really excited to tell all my stories about how awesome it was (and believe me, it was awesome), but I'm just feeling so strange and off tonight, I think I'll save it for tomorrow's blog or something. Now don't get me wrong, it honestly was one of the best experiences of my life, being there with Chad and all, but I want to be in the right frame of mind to tell the story, just so it does the concert justice.

God, I don't know what's wrong with me, I just feel so....disconnected from reality right now. I don't feel like Addy. This is how I feel:
-Jittery
-Restless
-Wide awake
-Bored
-Worried
-Anxious
-Uncertain
-Disgusted because I ate chips at work tonight

Now I don't want anyone to worry about me. I'm not feeling depressed or sad or anything, I think it just has something to do with the little amount of food I've eaten today, mixed with vast amounts of sugar and caffeine I've consumed today.

Also, It doesn't help that a situation came up today that fucking just wierded/stressed me out, and I'm still not quite sure what to make of it. Whatever, I'm sure things will be fine in a couple of days.

As for right now, I'm going to go do some sit ups/push ups until I'm numb to punish myself for eating those fucking chips. Maybe it will tire me out and help me sleep too.

One more thing. I can't believe how amazing Chad is. I'll always be there for you, remember that.

I Just Want Something
I Can Never Have
~Addy
- posted by Eddie @ 10:28 PM