I am an idiot.

Seriously. I am. I can never just take things the way they are. I always have to doubt things, think the worst. Travis said something about that last night, how it's typical thinking to always try to find flaws in everything. I just did that. And now I'm feeling a little worried...scared.

After me over analyzing everything...I'm scared that I'm not what he's looking for. Not the right "type". Fuck.

There's so much I need to be, to be what he needs.
- posted by Eddie @ 7:07 PM