Hello little childrens (Homie don't play that).....

Ok, so today, I am happy, giddy like a schoolgirl if you will. Well you should totally forget my last post, because that day ended up with me not sitting around and doing nothing, rather doing something awesome and rediculously spontaneous. I was sitting at my computer getting ready to slump down into sheer mind-numbing boredom, when I got a message from....guess who....CHAD! So right off the bat I'm already slightly picked up. We talked for quite a while, about nothing in particular, music, work, other things. We talked about our Myspace profiles, and he was telling me about all the same things we like. I'm completely blushing at this moment, and sort of hoping I'm not crazy in thinking that he's kind of flirting with me. I mentioned that I was really bored, and Chad is like "Well you should come down and visit me. I'm bored too."

Imagine me at this moment:
-On one hand, a super fucking hot guy that I find fascinating and interesting is inviting me to come hang out with him for the night.
-On the other hand, my mother will kill my first born child if she finds out where I have gone.

So what do I do in this situation...well lucky for me I have trusty Jocelyn who I can always call on in times of need. So what does Jocelyn say? She tells me to go, and that I'll regret it forever if I don't...

I'm out the door in about 20 minutes.

Sitting on the bus, my stomach is churning and my heart is racing. What the fuck...I never do stuff like this. I begin to panic and think how awkward this will be, how I'm going to mess it up like I always do. I start feeling sick. I tell myself to calm down. Baka. I listen to some Dallas Green to calm myself....mmm...

So when I finally got to Kitchener (well not really finally...it was about a half an hour ride), I waited around for about 5 minutes when Chad came and found me in the terminal. Man oh man...I'm not gonna lie, I had somewhat forgotten just how much of a polish hottie he is, haha. So we started our walk back to his place, he told me about this girl that was stalking him, I told him that I thought that it was funny. We both laughed...good times.

So we went and got some delicious Chinese food, talked some more about music, apparently we've gone to almost all the same concerts in Guelph...wierd. Chad taught me how to eat with chopsticks...interesting to say the least, but according to him, I was pretty good for a first-timer.

We watched From Dusk Till Dawn, but the thing is, I had no idea what the movie was about, so when all these guys started turning into vampires, I was so fucking confused, I honestly thought Chad had slipped some acid into my fucking food or something. In the end it was a good movie, I enjoyed it.

So Chad decided it was time for him to give me one of his famous "hands-of-god" massages. As if I'm going to say no. Even though he only managed to do it for about 10 minutes before Darcy came home, it was still fucking awesome. I wish he could've finished, dear god. We listened to Chad's brother's EP that he just finished, and it was fucking awesome. Very industrial, NIN inspired, I loved it.

After Darcy left, Chad got up the courage to bust out his guitar and give me a private concert of some of his songs. I was so impressed. My songs are the suck compared to what he poured out in front of me. His songs felt so deep and emotional, his voice went perfectly with the sound of the guitar. People who know me....you know that this is just heaven for me. I didn't even have words to describe it. I just kept saying it was "good"...because I honestly was speechless.

So then me and Chad hung around in his (awesome) room. Showed each other old pictures, he was amazed my name was Adeline, and I laughed at how normal his middle name is. So then things got awesome, we'll just say that we both "made a move"....I won't really get into details, but you can imagine how happy I was about that.

So after hanging out/talking/listening to music until about 3am, I went upstairs, and Darcy insisted that it was his turn to hang out with me, haha. We watched the Hunted (best knife fighting ever), laughed, talked, and I remembered that Darcy is awesome to hang out with, I am loving my life. I eventually went back downstairs around 4am and fell asleep with Chad, fuckin eh.

So Chad was even nice enough to not just wake me up at 6:30am, but even walk me down to the bus station. Holy, nicest thing ever. So I got back in Guelph, and walked to school. Fuck yeah, I was actually really early for class.

So anyway, it was again, an awesome night in Kitchener, and these random trips down there are starting to own me. Plus, I fell so hard for Chad, and he apparently feels the same way, so my lonliness may very well be over. I couldn't stop telling people what an awesome time I had with him, and I went over close to every detail of my time with Chad with Jocelyn, she was so happy for me.

So all I can say is that I think Chad is fucking awesome and facsinating, and I don't care who knows that I've fallen hard for him. I cannot wait until I see him again. You can bet there will many more spontaneous bus trips in the future for Addy.

Loving this!

The Fragile
~Addy
- posted by Eddie @ 6:01 PM