Sweet jesus, can things get any worse this week?

I'm sorry about my last blog everyone, I have a bad habit of writing alot at the peaks of my emotional highs and lows. Every word of what's in it is true though. I really feel like I'm always going to be that girl that is "just a friend", even after being with someone for over a year. I just don't hold the importance of other girls for some reason.

I feel totally lost right now too. I don't know who to turn to, or what I even want right now. Love is such a confusing thing. At one time, your love for someone makes you want to give them the whole world, and you'd rather die than have them feel one ounce of pain. But at another time, your love for someone will make you hate them so much that you wish that you'd never had the misfortune of meeting them.

I hope that someday I'll meet someone who actually wants to be with me as much as I want to be with them.

Don't Speak.
~Addy
- posted by Eddie @ 4:42 PM