I think I had some funny things to talk about, but they have all slipped my mind. Probably something about Mr. Douglas favouring me out of everyone in my class, because he does.

Oh and no offence to the boys (you know who you are), I find it hard to believe that the show was that civil, but that's just me.

As many of you know....well actually...not many, mostly just Jocey, Cedric, and for some reason Erik....you know I havn't been feeling all that great lately. I think Cedric could possibly be on to something when he says that November is a high depression month, it seems to make sense to me.

But instead of making a bajillion paragraphs for you all to read and be bored by, I will make my list of peeves/things that are depressing me right now in order to save everyone's time,

1. Physical Appearances - First and most obvious. I'm just yet again sick of having to worry about what I look like. Sure I'm not going to try and look like America's next model, but fuck, it's not like I can just roll out of bed in the morning (that would rock by the way).

2. People who thing everything is a big joke - This one sounds wierd I know, but really, think of someone you care about, and trying to tell them something really serious, and they frigging laugh at you!! I mean really!! Or if you're just talking to someone about anything and they make fun of you just to make everyone around you laugh....ouch eh?

3. Christmas - A religious holiday that's new meaning is for us to spend as much money as possible and forces us to only act nice once a year...w00t.

4. Music - I get no respect.

5. My job - My fucking new boss is such an idiot....I honestly didn't know someone this moronic could exist. He's such a fucking sexist perv, and I can't stand the way he runs things there. Also, the new employees there (exeptions can be made) are such little pawns of his, it sickens me. Also, the conversation there has turned into just talking about either the boss' ex-girlfriend's sex life with him, or some other hot girl that all the guys want to jump in the sack with, it drives me insane.

6. No drinking = no cool - Fuck this. People are so ignorant it makes me want to vomit. Just because I'd rather save my brain cells until I'm at least 19 doesn't make me a fucking prude. Sorry that alcoholism runs in my family, Iand I'd rather run the risk of being sober and being an outcast than fucking myself up forever.


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ok....thank you. People suck, except you guys....(you know....)

I Miss You
~Addy
- posted by Eddie @ 6:19 PM