"This is cooler than bubble gum" -Justin Timberlake, what a fag

Yeah, good old VMA's, always good for laughs. Espescially that 50 cent guy. Holy f he makes the funniest gestures ever *does that gesture that made me and Dave almost die laughing*. But yeah, I know I always go on and on about how great love feels and stuff on here, but if I may be serious for a minute. I was on Jordan's website the other day, and he asked this really interesting question. What makes us want to takes things beyond being just friends with someone? I've been thinking about it for weeks now. I just realized tonight how amazingly different I feel towards Dave than all my other friends. It's very strange. I mean, I have pretty much all guy friends, and I hang out with them alot and love them all very much, but I do not want to be more than friends with them. I think I'll quote Jordan on here for a second, he explains it much better than I'm attempting to...

...which has brought up this very impossible question in my mind: what makes us love some people in different ways than others? i mean, there are girls that i am good friends with, but i do not want to go further than friends with those people. then there are people that i think are cool and interesting that i am becoming good friends with, but would not go further. so what makes me, what makes us, want to be more than just friends with certain people? attraction? that surely wouldn't last, and it's not the reason i took it a step further.

So yeah, I was thinking about this alot tonight espescially. I had some more alone time with Dave, and we spent the whole time just hanging around doing pretty much nothing. I realized that just being with Dave gives me this warm feeling inside, and I can stare into his eyes for at least a minute just thinking about how much I'm enjoying being with him. I wish I could figure out the answer to this confusing question of different types of love, but I honestly don't think I could even begin to comprehend the complexity of the answer. Love is an amazing thing, and I believe everyone deserves to feel loved no matter what type of love it is. I guess all I know right now is that I truly am in love with Dave, and there's nobody else I would rather be with.


- posted by Eddie @ 11:41 PM